Wednesday, July 20, 2005
11:20 PM
its like watching your car about to crash into a tree
but you cant do anything about it
you try to shout but no words come out
silence
You wanna close your eyes
But instead you just keep starring straight ahead
Dreading the impact that is going to come
Its like walking through a thunderstorm without an umbrella
Open vulnerable raw
The heavy raindrops hitting down on your skin
Like shards of glass piercing through you
The wind blows
Pushing you back
The cold slices you to the bone
Your teeth chatter
The weight of your damp clothes weighing you down
Pressing in your shoulders till you’re bent over
But you know you have to keep walking
its like being doused in a bucket of icy cold water
The cold chill surging though every inch of your body
And suddenly you awaken to an empty room
The four walls starring blankly at you
And you realize that you are all alone
And everything just hits you
Right smack in the face
it was too perfect to last
you cant see anything when you eyes are blurred with tears
its like watching your car about to crash into a tree
but you cant do anything about it
you try to shout but no words come out
silence
You wanna close your eyes
But instead you just keep starring straight ahead
Dreading the impact that is going to come
Its like walking through a thunderstorm without an umbrella
Open vulnerable raw
The heavy raindrops hitting down on your skin
Like shards of glass piercing through you
The wind blows
Pushing you back
The cold slices you to the bone
Your teeth chatter
The weight of your damp clothes weighing you down
Pressing in your shoulders till you’re bent over
But you know you have to keep walking
its like being doused in a bucket of icy cold water
The cold chill surging though every inch of your body
And suddenly you awaken to an empty room
The four walls starring blankly at you
And you realize that you are all alone
And everything just hits you
Right smack in the face